Stuff to Think About
Do you ever have the feeling that everyone is moving in one direction and no matter what you do you just can't go that way? That is so where I am right now. I mean all these people seem to be getting closer and closer to God and no matter what I do I keep falling away. I mean don't get me wrong, at SHOC I had a total God experiance and everytime at worship I get totally ministered by God, but there is just something that I'm missing. I haven't been totally on a high for God in like forever and I really need that. I guess tonight I will just have to desprately seek him and such. I don't know. I guess I'm sorta on a low right now so I will have to go. My d-group is meeting like now so I will let you know if this downer feeling goes away. I guess it's a good thing that tonight is youth. I need a God time really bad right now!